New city nights 💫

Days have been amazing till now but the sudden wave of new city nights fills me with chills every evening when i leave my office table. All the hardwork, all the sacrifices i made has given me this opportunity of starting this new life but  this city is making me rethink of my decisions, i think its not about the city but has to do with my thoughts, everywhere i go(huh!! didn't even go to a single place other than my office and coming back to my hostel)i find myself lost, vulnerable, scared and unknown to this city. Being a strong independent woman is the best feeling in the world for a woman but every night sitting alone rethinking your decisons and missing god knows which long lost friend of yours makes the heart anxious. Everything is bearable until and unless you are emotionally stable but then comes every girls possessive, clingy friend "PERIODS", hormones swaying all around the mood and showing its true colours, it makes you cry even if you see a man crossing the road and you have the proper justification at the that time but it becomes very dificult to understand which emotion are worth feeling and which are hormone induced. Ranting everyday has made it easier to live so i am using this platform to just do the exact same thing.

THANK YOU FOR READING & KEEP RANTING

LOVE,

KIKI&OREO